As Dreamers DO

So the year's gone, just like that.
Looking back, its really scary how time has flown by.
Everything; even the As flew by.

At the end of this year, I look back with alot of regrets.
I'm an 18 year old with little ambition and drive.
I'm still indecsive and I'm fearful of anything that requires me to commit.
HOW NOW BROWN COW am I gonna succed as an adult.

I hope, with all my heart, that 2012 WILL NOT RESULT IN THE END OF THE WORLD and that I can finally grow up.

Oh well here goes nothing;

So many wishes, and only that much time.

Oh and I wanna

1) learn french

2) learn cooking

3) go shopping in NYC (ok so I know I have to get there first)

4) complete my piano

5) ok so i know this list can go on forever but I'm still gonna keep some of these wishes to myself

6) oh and I hope everything I wanna happen; happens and I'm HAPPY

Happy 2012.

These foolish things remind me of you;

I'm back, for good.

When boredom sets in I find myself thinking and reminiscing more and more;
It is really quite addictive.
I've been scouring my old albums and been thinking ALOT.

I'm 18 years old.
I'm gonna be 28 really soon.
Where will I be thn?
Hell, whats gonna happen fourteen days from now?

This life, it's a scary thing.

Oh wells, anyway I miss being a kid.

Silly girls

Im really happy nowwwwww.
Retail therapy is such a lifesaver.

So I finnaly got my RayBans!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh and I got em ears pierced, I wannted to get the third one done as well but I was in painnnnnn.
Ok so it wasn't as bad as I had pegged it to be, but I couldnt go thru it again.
So imma prolly gonna have to wait till next year jan or smth:(
I know I've also been whining bout getting the helix pierced, but im such a chicken that I keep on backing out.
Argh, IKR.

Wish my mum had just got it all pierced when I was younger.
Oh wells.

Moondance

At some point you will realize you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to walk away.
Leave them alone, walk away.

Whats meant to be yours, would eventually be yours.

Hello from somewhere far away,

So I am finally out of Singapore, awesomeeee.
And my hotel has free wifi everywhere, awesomerrrrr!

Feels good to be outta Singapore, the air here is so much cleaner.
Everyone here is happier, people smile at you when you walk down the streets.

Went parasailing today, sunburnt.
But it was really fun, and I kinda did conquer my fear of heights!

I'll be back prolly after christmas or next year depending on wether I choose to go to msia or not.

spike

Two years, just like that.

You had two years, you didn't make a move.

You had two years, you couldn't even make eye contact with me.

You had two years, you never even spoke to me on your own accord.

You had two years.

Now you're leaving, you tell me you like me

Now you're leaving, you tell me I'm the one for you.

Now you're leaving, you make your move.

Now its too late.

Picture Perfect

NJC PROM 2011

Picture Perfect

(fine it is a stupid theme, but HELLO someother JC had HATS - like whuttt)

Pre-Prom:

Met CSZ at 2+ at somerset, ran into some of the guys. Since the both of us were unsure on how to get there we decided to go w the guys. Ended up waiting superlong for the pig. (arghhh)

Checked in & stoned in hotel room while watching cartoon network.

Around 5-ish the girls cabbed to far east to do our makeup and hair, super long wait since there were alr other people there + 10 girls from 21.

Ended up following mousie to do her nails while waiting for hair and make-up.

Stylist REFUSED to let me do my hair the way I wanted it (down) and insisted that I have an up-do.

In the end, I relented and the end result was not thattt bad.

After which, we walked to Mariott. Saw Rabia otw :))))

Prom:

Actual prom itself was kinda better thn Cedar prom (seeing how it was in an ACTUAL HOTEL)

Food wasn't that good, but wth towards the end no one really had the mood to eat, just went around camwhoring w ID girls:)) Plus the guy serving our table had NOOO idea how to proportion the food can!! we kept on having to redistribute(annoying ttm)

OH BUT, we had a sucky (ttm) table, despite it being right infront we couldn't see the entire stage. And to top it off, the MC was kinda fat so he blocked the parts of the stage that we could see.

sighfi.

the IP kids kinda won all the awards, BUT guess who won nices arms - SHANEEEEEE.

ROFL, he even tried to decline the award. (ok but i did feel kinda abit sad for him)

Post-prom:

So prom ended at around 11-12, cam-whored at the waiting area for quite abit whilst deciding on wether to go to butterfac, decided to return to the hotel room instead.

Bought drinks at 711 otw, the guy sold us the drinks despite it being past 12:)))))

After reaching the hotel all the girls started removing our makeup, thanks to ID I have acq the skill of removing makeup ubber fast:))

Took turns to bath, it was like neary 2am by the time I went to bath. After bathing we crashed in the guys room, the guys REFUSED to bath (idk why)

After a while there was only like 5 of us awake, ended up talking crap. There was no actual conversation; we jumped from like one topic to another. BUT, it was kinda fun.

Mac breakfstd at about 8-ish (took super long to get everyone up)

Checkd out at 11 (the girls actually thot checkout was at 12, TG the guys actually checkd - cue WL "eh not bad leh our class guys actually not the useless") ROFL.

The class was gonna head out and catch a movie but I felt super zombie-fied, my back was aching (prolly from sitting all night w/o a backing) so I headed home.

OH and guess what my dad asked me when I reached home;

"ARE YOU DRUNK?", "HOW MUCH BEER DID YOU DRINK?"

arghhhh, seriously cant tank him.

heee, and I just woke up from my 14 hour sleep :)))))

LIFE IS GOOD:))))))

Ill prolly post the pictures next year, since I'm going overseas for abit so I'll just upload everything one shot.

Btw, I will be uploading pics from like the start of this year (dont kill me).

And I'll prolly get back on twitter/fb next year.

Every girls fantasy

Watched breaking dawn today,

what a waste of time and money.

OMFG, should have listnd when people said it suckd.

But i really wantd to see T Lautner, he didn't even appear much. Sighfi.

I still wonder why they couldnt have casted better people (sans Lautner)

seriousy Robert Pattinson!!

why not ryan gosling:(((((((

Moving on,

WELCOME TO SOMEONEYOULOVED

So i know this is like the umpteenth time I've moved, but its just that I've just ende a phase in my life and I'm kinda starting a new one HENCE a new blog!

END OF As

HAPPY END OF As

imma hairpeee girl, its almost like this huge burden has been lifted off my back

Indescribable feelings

Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling;